LIFE

LIFE
some time's life messed up.
nothing seems alright.
neither the sunshine's bright.
nor the rain is sweet anymore,
some time's there's a point in life ,
when i find no way ,
am lost somewhere,
don't know where
feel trapped in a dark room
and light's far away...
the darkness seems to
choking me to death...
cannot figure out what right
and what's not
and why the wrong
seemed so right
Questions lingers in my mind..
why the one's ought to stay left
me in the never ending ocean of
pain sorrow and grief ?
no one understands
how it feels to love
and to loose
and then to love again
just to find out ..
all the while
i've been holding one to a dream
that was never mine ....
thats never gonna be true ..
and at that point
all i wish is for someone
who can hold my hand
and stand by forever
who holds me tight
near to his heart ...
and can give surety of everything
am not sure of .....
someone who doesn't promise
to mend my heart ....that was broken..
but to keep all the pieces..with
love and care..
some one i can call mine
all through my life....

....................Viddhi Arora

THE DARKEST HOUR BEFORE THE DOWN

THE DARKEST HOUR BEFORE THE DOWN


In the morning before.
the sunrise ...
i opened my eyes and .
saw the sky outside..
it was darker than the darkness.
there was no moon.
and no stars shining .
I don;t know why .
felt a strange bond tied ...
The darkness looked familiar.
to my hearts desire ...
The emptiness reminds.
me of my souls loneliness.
But somewhere there ..
a little hope lived .
may be this was the .
darkest hour before dawn.
I could hear the voices say .
This too shall pass ..
For with all the darkness
and emptiness.
A hope resides .
for the break of dawn ..
for a new day to come ..
for a new sun to shine ..
for a new night to come ..
with all the stars and ..
the moon to shine ..
A night of lights ..
so wild and free ....
which i will feel with ..
all my heart and soul....
i wish this is the darkest hour..
before dawn ..
and the break of dawn .
will bring back my lost desires ..
the first ray of sun ..
will take away my loneliness..
and i believe this is the darkest .
hour before the dawn ..
as somewhere in my heart i know ..
the time will change .
for i want my wishes to ..
come true ......
want my dreams to fulfill.
want to the sunrise .
want see the star shine ..
want to see the moon.
in the sky ......


The darkest hour before the dawn..
this too shall passs.......

viddhi arora

GROWING UP .....

GROWING UP .....

Today here i stand alone ,
with an empty heart and.
eyes full of tears .
Never thought I'll have ,
to go through this,
Never thought that growing
up would mean ......
That I'll have to be lonely
n all the promises are made phonily ..
that'll go through a phase ..
where I'll find no friend to taunt ..
no childhood ghost to haunt ..
only a slow silence to be with ..
and sometimes a walk back
the memory lane..
where everything is simple & plain...
It's like running after a train
which has left already
leaving behind memories of past..
which has passed so fast ..
it's difficult to accept....
the times i spent can
never come back..
i never knew that ..
growing up would be
soo hard !!!!! ....

...........VIDDHI ARORA

MISS YOU!!!!!

For my dearest friend .......for the beautiful memories we created and for times of our togetherness that I'll always miss .....
MISS YOU!!!!!

In my heart lives my pain ..
from which nothing i gain .
for i believed in my dream,
my faith was extreme
because the wrong seemed so right
for the thought of loosing fright
but now the things have changed
the one's i loved are estranged
the greatest fear came true
people ought to stay left
they promised me never let me go
may be they didn't knew
what all i went through
i believed every word they said
fake or real my world they made
but now there's nothing left
my world is shattered
so am i ..............
but to them now i don't matter
there indifference hurts the most
they cant see me my pain
my tears cant hear my cries
the ones who mattered to me ..
to them i don't matter and
the one's who didn't matter
knew all they stood by me
to love m to care .........
but the pain caused
can never be healed
the damaged caused can never be repaired ..
all i can say is THANK YOU!!!
for all the beautiful memories...
which i preserve in my heart
for making me understand
the value of friendship
for me the word FRIEND
has only one meaning YOU !
my love was true
may be the circumstances
not through ....
maybe i was not good
enough to be with you
but my love was true
my friendship was true
n all the memories of our
togetherness i preserve
in my heart .....
For you'll always be
special as you were.......
but what you did is unforgettable ..
may be the mistake was not your's
not even mine .....
may be its just that
life's like that ....
but i'll miss you .....
and hope that u too will ...........miss me ..!!

............VIDDHI ARORA