Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Untitled ....so random

from where it comes ...
to what extent it can go ...
i don't know...
this emptiness
this vacuum
and the gloom
i try dealing
with this feeling
but it never leaves
and love bereave
i stand here alone
feeling forlorn
i try to run
i try to escape
this dark despair...
delved in the depth inside
i realize how
shallow is the world outside
it scares me ...
for i have no one besides me
to hold me when i fall
all by myself i fight this battle
of strange people
of cruelty and injustice
i fight with my fears
deep inside i fight
with my insecurities
i fight with the one's i love
i fight for my dreams
i fight for myself
often i talk about
an undefined pain ......
pain ...my pain
unexplainable
born out of my despair
and the feeling
of being unloved
of being cheated on..
of expectations forced
upon me
time goes on ..
but the pain
refuses to fade..
refuses to go away....
.............VIDDHI ARORA









18 comments:

Thousif Raza said...

i love the emotions you potray yaar... real authentic real you... reminds me of the time when i was low for some time, love being the reason for it... nice one,.....



take care and keep writing.....

Arpit Rastogi said...

Senti kar diya yar.. :|

Nice One.

Keep Writing.

viddhi said...

thnx ....thousif... !! :)


yess..i too think soo .... nw m sorta not liking this emotional outburst of mine.....

Ankit said...

Gud one !!!
keep it up !!!!
watz the inspiration ???

Ankit said...

BTW
this layout is boring !!!
change it as soon as possible !!!

viddhi said...

thnx.....thnx alot .. !
inspiration ..... is my life .....a roller coaster of emotions it is ....

even i don't like the layout ....i'll change it as soon as i'll find a new one .... !

Arpit Beri said...

Nice...nice....

The layout is good!!!

viddhi said...

thnx ...arp....but i would have apppreciated if u would have have read the poem instead of just looking at the layout .. ! :P

Arpit Beri said...

viddhi ji the 2 nice r for the poem..................

viddhi said...

ohh.....so sry ji .... thnku thnku ji .... !!

Jingle said...

Hi,
thank you for stopping by...

you are sweet and open minded, I appreciate it.

Jingle said...

http://itistimetothinkformyself.blogspot.com/2010/04/from-friends-to-friends-awards.html

friendship awards,
hope that you enjoy some!

viddhi said...

@ jingle ,...thnx for the visit ....
thnx fr the awards ... !..

Jingle said...

http://itistimetothinkformyself.blogspot.com/2010/05/yes-i-can-handle-it.html

my Thursday Poets Rally poem is here.
thanks for the feedback!


keep shining!

suryagni said...

this is very touching and beautiful.

viddhi said...

@ suryagni ..thnx alot ....
@ jingle thnx jingle.. !

Jingle said...

http://jingleyanqiu.wordpress.com/2010/05/15/poetry-award-for-week-18-thursday-poets-rally/

Two awards for poetry,
the most honest poet award,
the most open minded poet award,

two general awards,
the big heart award,
you are the princess snow-white award.

Hope that you enjoy these 4 award.
Happy Weekend!
Smiles!

viddhi said...

thnx jingle .... !