PART OF MY HEART....

PART OF MY HEART....

sometimes i feel

the need to sit back think

think about the things that happened

and things which dint

think about people i love

and the people i lost

think about my fears

and things that scare

and the memories that are

somewhere burried in my heart

think about the times

when am short of

dreams desires and hopes

think about the times

when in my heart i know

am soo alone

when i know there's no one

no one to stand besides

to hold my hand

and to leas me to light

and then i realised

all through my life

there has been no one

but in my heart

i know i have always

longed for someone

but everyone i cared for

are now somehow estranged

memories good or bad

all of them hurts

and what hurts the most

is the fact that i can't

get away from them ........

VIDDHI ARORA

NO LONGER FEEL ALIVE

NO LONGER FEEL ALIVE

there was a time i lived
there was a smile across my face
there were people i knew
but slowly i lost them all
some separated by time
some by distances
mistake was not mine not even theirs
now i dont know anyone
no one knows me
people once mine
are now estranged
now am lost in this world
every second i breath
but a part of me is dead
everyday i live
but no longer feel alive
now there's no escape
from darkness i feel inside
somethings some past i had
it kills me inside
everyday i live
but no longer feel alive
now there's no escape...

....................VIDDHI ARORA

My heart still beats............

My heart still beats............


In my eyes there,
was a dream...
A dream as
beautiful as the
morning sunrise
full f hopes & shine
But it died ...
a death so unexpected..
Rather it was killed
on a wintry night so chilled...
my only desire was
for that dream to come to life
it shook my faith , my trust..
They were not just some feelings
from my heart's crust
It was what i felt deep down inside
all this i felt only for him
My heart was once broken
he promised to mend it ...
i trusted him with that
he took away...
it was almost mend
no hurt no pain ..left.....
but then he threw it away
somewhere still it clings to him
I know it hurted him someway...
the night i could feel
it in his voice...
but now what would i
do...with this life..
when all my dreams died...
heart lost and soul's empty..
with this loneliness
every second pasts ....
and a part of my hopes are lost..
may be this is what was destined,,
may be all the good i did in my life
for that this was a prize..
some moments and memories...with him...
but somewhere i fall short of good i did in my life.....
the day you left......i wish...
i was good enough to be with you ....
the memories the moments we shared..
are still lived by me ....
am still here standing...
for him i wait ..
am always there for him....
no matter if he left me .... !
my heart still beats for him.....
beats because of him..

.....VIDDHI ARORA

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In the midst of night
i can see the sky outside
so deep so dark.
it seems it has lost its spark
spark of the pride
of the morning sunshine.
but now a loneliness
overbears it..
never does it say
never does it complain
for the emptiness
no moon no star shining...
every time i look at it
i can feel the pain ...
The pain of loosing someone
there was one mine now estranged
like the stars left the sky so strange !
still never does it dare to
to second Almighty's notion
but i do.........wish to know
why all the pain..
in my share..
the reasons...
i have been punished for ....
can just ask for one thing
just to take the pain away
take the memories good or bad away..
else all i wish..is
to give back my sky
all its shine
take away the dark and the loneliness
for it has always been my side
through morn and night ,
dawn and dusk...
from rains to storms..
and all i wish is just to see it shine ....
every day every night ....
for its my best friend ....
someone who's always besides me ....
someone who reminds me
of everything good ...
and gives me the hope to live.....

....VIDDHI ARORA