GROWING UP .....

GROWING UP .....

Today here i stand alone ,
with an empty heart and.
eyes full of tears .
Never thought I'll have ,
to go through this,
Never thought that growing
up would mean ......
That I'll have to be lonely
n all the promises are made phonily ..
that'll go through a phase ..
where I'll find no friend to taunt ..
no childhood ghost to haunt ..
only a slow silence to be with ..
and sometimes a walk back
the memory lane..
where everything is simple & plain...
It's like running after a train
which has left already
leaving behind memories of past..
which has passed so fast ..
it's difficult to accept....
the times i spent can
never come back..
i never knew that ..
growing up would be
soo hard !!!!! ....

...........VIDDHI ARORA

MISS YOU!!!!!

For my dearest friend .......for the beautiful memories we created and for times of our togetherness that I'll always miss .....
MISS YOU!!!!!

In my heart lives my pain ..
from which nothing i gain .
for i believed in my dream,
my faith was extreme
because the wrong seemed so right
for the thought of loosing fright
but now the things have changed
the one's i loved are estranged
the greatest fear came true
people ought to stay left
they promised me never let me go
may be they didn't knew
what all i went through
i believed every word they said
fake or real my world they made
but now there's nothing left
my world is shattered
so am i ..............
but to them now i don't matter
there indifference hurts the most
they cant see me my pain
my tears cant hear my cries
the ones who mattered to me ..
to them i don't matter and
the one's who didn't matter
knew all they stood by me
to love m to care .........
but the pain caused
can never be healed
the damaged caused can never be repaired ..
all i can say is THANK YOU!!!
for all the beautiful memories...
which i preserve in my heart
for making me understand
the value of friendship
for me the word FRIEND
has only one meaning YOU !
my love was true
may be the circumstances
not through ....
maybe i was not good
enough to be with you
but my love was true
my friendship was true
n all the memories of our
togetherness i preserve
in my heart .....
For you'll always be
special as you were.......
but what you did is unforgettable ..
may be the mistake was not your's
not even mine .....
may be its just that
life's like that ....
but i'll miss you .....
and hope that u too will ...........miss me ..!!

............VIDDHI ARORA

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This is for someone special ...there was no other way to tell him what he means to ......i wish someday he gets to know this ......................i respect him and i love him .......i feel a strange relation with him ... in fact with everything his smile his laughter his loneliness everything reminds me of a dear one .....

there this old man.

with hair Grey and body tan.
everyday i see him and.
every time i wonder.
about his life's emptiness.
and his soul's loneliness.
sometimes i try to find.
find his lost childishness.
his face brings me .
the memories of past i h.ad .
he reminds me of a special person .
i love and miss the most .
sometimes i think .
where his smile n laughter gone .
who has taken away his liveliness.
whether its age n time or .
meanness of the world outside .
often i try to find ...
the lost love in his eyes .
all i get to see is a .
strange sorrow inside.
some unrecognizable .
pain i feel in his heart .
i don't know the reason .
but i feel a connection .
he brings me my cherished memories .
revive my precious past .
but sometimes your .
loneliness and emptiness ..
reminds me of my selfishness .
sometimes i wish i could .
turn back time .
bring back your life .
bring back that shine ..
that used to light up your eyes .
one day i wish i could .
bring back your smile .
you know that day .
would be the happiest .
day of my life .
..................VIDDHI ARORA

BROKEN HEART

BROKEN HEART .....................

Time goes on ...
there is no one i can depend upon,
the ones i trusted ,
the ones i loved ,
were the ones who let me down ,
today, i realized ,
they were never mine ,
they came for a flash of time ,
to return me my smile ,
but i never knew ,
they'll charge me .
a thousand tears .
that i shed from my eyes ,
I cried and cried for relationships .
that dint lasted .
for the friends i lost ,
and the damage it costs.
it took my life.
to repair my heart ,
it became hard n harder .
to carry the burden .
of a heart that was broken badly.
but the head still .
followed it blindly .
soon came the end
when the head bend .
heart sooo shattered .
and its pieces scattered .
eyes cried .
hopes died .
this was the very end
of broken heart
that once smiled
and forever learned a lesson
that never to trust anyone

....VIDDHI ARORA